| (no subject) |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|11:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
I'm not in a very good mood. My mother keeps making these BUNK rules about crap. Acting like they've always existed just because she's pissed at my dad. Why the hell am I always the one that gets caught up in their fights. WHy am I the -bad- kid? WHy can't Al or Noah be the bad kid for more then 5 minutes? They never both fight over them. They always have a parent standing up for them. I don't. At least it doesn't seem like it. Why when she's made at Dad does she take it out on me? What the hell did I do? I'm trying my best to be the perfect little daughter they want, who does the laundry and dishes, dusts, vacuums, cleans her room, does her homework, cooks, takes care of her little brother, takes care of her sick mother, irons, etc. I'm sick of this.
And on top of it all Mother shucking flash won't work on my computer.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
[/rant]
So how was your day? |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|03:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
I'm tired.
Parents are fighting again. I hate this.
I have to go to Youth Group today...hmm
Hopefully Daryl, Cheri and Kelly are there today, they make it more fun. :-p
But hopefully Cheri and Kelly aren't 'going at it' today.
Bah. I have nothing to talk about... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
I'm sorry, but Tim is a moron. Seriously. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|10:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
You so most totally lied to me, Ms.THANG. Too bad, you lose out.
I had some interesting dreams, nothing really worth sharing though.
I'm really tired. I was sucessful again in managing to get my dad to wake me up without tearing off my blankets, which would've upset me, because I wasn't *fully* dressed underneath. I finished a cute book last night "Hit Reply". It was cute. Kinda romantic. *shrug*
I'm doing really good on the Lion Puzzle. I should be done before prom. ;)
P{eace out my little onions. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|07:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
If I could tell you
why I miss you
while I'm kissing you
I would.
I miss you while you're holding me.
Your embrace is so loving.
I want us to become one.
One love, one being.
I miss you while you sing.
Your voice the fabric of my life.
Keeping me warm.
I've always wanted to be your wife.
I miss you when I break down.
Every tear a memory of you.
Even if you dry my tears.
```````````````````
*swears* Ma is making me get off...I'll finish this later. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
" What’s wrong baby, don’t they treat you like they should?
Did you take ’em for it?
Every penny that you could?
We once walked out on the beach and once I almost touched your hand.
Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things then only to pretend.
Don’t you know I’m thinkin’, drivin’ 405 past midnight.
You know I miss you.
Don’t you know that I miss you?
Ninth and Ash on a Tuesday night.
I would write to you from a museum mile, toast to you:
your whisper, your smile.
Up the stairs at the Weatherford, a ghost each place I hide.
If you don’t don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don’t know, why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight.
If you don’t know, honey, why'd you just say so?
And I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don’t well, honey, then you don’t.
I left you waiting, at the least could we be friends?
Should have never started, ain’t that the way it always ends?
On my life I'll try today, there’s so much I've felt I should say, but.
Even if your heart would listen, doubt I could explain.
If you don't don't know, why'd you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don’t know, why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight.
If you don’t know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now more than I ever did.
If you don’t well, honey, then you don’t.
So here we are now, a sip of wine a sip of water.
Someday maybe, maybe someday we’ll be smarter.
And I’m sorry that I’m such a mess, I drank all my money could get and,
took everything you let me have and then I never loved you back.
If you don’t don't know, why would you say so?
Would you mean the please if it happens?
If you don’t know, why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight?
If you don’t know, honey, why'd you just say so?
Cause I need this now yeah need this, need this.
If you don’t well, honey, then you don’t
And if you don’t well, honey, then you don’t
If you don’t know, honey, honey, then you don’t."
- Jimmy Eat World - "If you don't, don't".
*wipes away a tear* |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|06:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
"Boys are cheats and liars,
their such a big disgrace,
they will tell you anything to get to second
baseball, baseball, he thinks hes gonna score!
If you let him go all the way, then you are a
horticulture studies flowers,
geoligists study rocks,
the only thing a guy wants from you is a place to put his
cockroaches, beetles, butterflies and bugs,
all he really wants from you is a nice pair of
juggelers and acrobats, a dancing bear named chuck,
all they really want to do is FORGET IT NO SUCH LUCK!"
muhahha |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
I can play the spoons again! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|05:10 pm] |
Your dating personality profile:
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Traditional - Modern culture does not move you. You hold traditional values dear to your heart. | Your date match profile:
Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Religious
2. Athletic
3. Traditional
4. Big-Hearted
5. Funny
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Intellectual
8. Adventurous
9. Romantic
10. Conservative
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Traditional
2. Funny
3. Religious
4. Big-Hearted
5. Shy
6. Athletic
7. Practical
8. Conservative
9. Intellectual
10. Romantic
|
Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  jubilant | ] |
PUZZLE UPDATE:
I most totally forgot to tell you I finished Picture Lake, USA puzzle today. I'm starting the Lion puzzle, which I am scared to death of. I mean, come on, I'm not like a genius, or anything... can you all tell my theme today is ditzy? LIkE OMG!
I <3 U!! dis is so cool i can typ w/out havin 2 b smart i can lose 16 yrs of inteligense. omg
I'm happy today. I mean really! All over happy, not just content, completely content all over happy. I know I say that like a lot, sort of, but that wasn't real all over happy, that was me being manic, although, probably, tomorrow, looking back, I'll realize I'm just being manic right now. But for now I am going to make myself believe this is true all over happiness.
I will now leave you with the grace of the gods:
FUH - HEE - TAHS
*GRIN* |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|02:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
This is what happens when I fight with my parents. I stay up all night right bad poetry... first...it's really bad:
You broke my heart
Mama
You tore me apart
Mama
You're another cliche
Mama
A fact of delay
Mama
You say you care
Mama
Then why do you stare
Mama
Like you hate your daughter
Mama
Like you wish you'd caught her
Mama
Like you wish she was dead
Mama
Or just a vision in your head
Mama
Mama?
________
Then... it gets...short and... boring...but still bad..so to speak:
I can hardly hear you
Your drifting away
I used to know you
but no one knows anyone anyway
________
Then... as I get calmer it starts to make more sense, but it's still bad:
Looking down this lane,
Can I really complain?
No need to think.
THEY'LL pack the kitchen sink,
They'll even come along.
They'll button my shirts,
They'll lengthen my skirts.
My modesty protected,
my thoughts collected,
by my parents, who can't go wrong.
_________
Oh, the agony...
Then I decide to stop.. and I fall asleep and get ink all over my face...
---------
At youth group yesterday we had to take a test to see how we were religious, so to speak. I was "Comtemplative".
I don't think I I pronounce it right, my teacher made fun of me for that, but WHATEVER! Loser, loser, whatever...wait...how does the rest go? Bah.
I have nothing more to say I guess...
HOLLA!
*blinks innocently*
OH! OH! BTW!
My new name is Yoshima. I think that's how it's spelled. I expect you all to call me that from now on. ^_^
It's from my new anthem by the Flaming Lips: Yoshima battles the pink robots pt.1
Love you all muches. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|05:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
This Love by Maroon 5 |
"I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind"
You were so great in 2004 that you make everyone a little bit sick!
|
I have a...well, an awkward association with this song.... |
|
|
| Weirdness |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|03:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  naughty | ] |
Shower clean
Soft and Fresh
Smells like soap
Tastes like flesh.
```````````````````
Sounds vaugely familiar, maybe someone else wrote it first. :p
I wrote this after smelling a deoderant scent "Shower Clean".
I was in a certain mood...you see....
``````````````````
Shifty glances
and
sharp words
Sexy glances
and
flirty words
Shall we chat to the beat of the beatles
The white album
Disc one
Save it for the second
Biting my lips
that
have caressed yours
licking my lips
that
have taken yours
We shouldn't talk over the beatles
Let them sing
And we
we'll do our thing
```````````````````
Remember that poem, Moni? |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
Serenades of jealousy
Darker lyrics
The women weave
Let escape the air
Send them your sighs
The modest don't care
covered by the grey
collasps the cloud
find where yellow lay
-----------------------
Does this make any sense to anyone else? |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
Well, I tried to stay up for the funeral last night, but with two hours left I fell asleep. I feel really bad.
I remember the dean of the college of cardinals said something and I started crying, I'm not sure what... I was a bit out of it... My little brother is wrestling with my dog...
I'm trying not to fall asleep.
Must...stay...awake... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
You Are the Individualist |
4
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
|
lol |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|09:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
You Are 50% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
|
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
You are |
|
You Are 25 Years Old |
25
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
|
LMAO Fooled them good, eh?
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
*muahhaahaha* |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
You Will Die at Age 76 |
76
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well. |
|
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
memory_faeries's journal